Cherish Everyone in your Life

2010-07-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

You'll find me, somewhere.

2010-06-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

This term marks the end of secondary school journey.
It also means that O level is coming real soonnnnnn!
Gosh.

I'm prepared to start my engine again. :D

Meanwhile, mixiu.

2010-06-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

(:

This person never fails to make me smile.
A stubborn zhu who insists to send me home everytime.
Yishun to Woodlands and walked to my house.
Walked back and from Woodlands to Yishun.
By the time entering NS, you're already physically qualified.

Nevertheless, ❤

To her:
You're someone important in my life.
Thou' we rarely talk and it seems that I'm neglecting you.
But I still remember the one-month thingy leh!
Anddddddd I'm still the wifey you knew. (:

2010-06-25T23:09:00.004+08:00

It sucks. When it comes to night.

This june holiday.
Other than my bed, tv, computer and holiday assignments are accompanying me, there's this someone who's always there for me.

One who always give surprises.
Unexpected appearance at woodlands, or rather, under block 844 or 888 plaza.
Purposely drink green apple milktea in front of me, despite hating it so much. -.-
Forced me to go some ulu and far away places to watch movie or eat.
Insisting in sending me home everytime.
Always obsessed with PSP and thus neglected me. D:
But would abandon world cup and friend to look for me. (:
Have a brother who likes big butt. (Lol irrelevant)

Aiya still got a lot a lot more.
Others shall kept as secret. LOL

Andddd I always fall into that person's tricks!
The innocent me. :O

Something super cute:
That person would actually pay attention to every small details that I mentioned before. :D
And the fact that that person cares.

Always at the end of the day, I'd smile. (:

2010-06-25T18:24:00.001+08:00

One who never fails to put a smile on my face. (:

2010-06-25T15:39:00.002+08:00

Mushi mushi!
I abandoned my blog for quite long le, here I am posting~
:D

Holiday's ending.
Feel that I've done a lot, yet not much.

Realised I went to quite a few places, mainly due to someone:
1. Tiong Bahru (Ulu x.x)
2. Jurong Point
3. Lot 1
4. North Point
5. Marina Bay.City Hall.Raffles that area
6. Bugis
7. Hougang Mall
8. Compass Point
9. Causeway Point (Almost everyday)

Went to watch "Knight and Day"! :D
The movie is quite niceee.
And now, I'm waiting for Elipse to be released!

Photos on Rahayu's BBQ to be uploaded next time.
Not much cause I was busying BBQ-ing for 4 hours!
With ZR's help!
Not that bad, at least I knew how to BBQ cooked chicken wings and drumplets!

2010-06-20T14:02:00.005+08:00

Left with one week of June holiday. *sad
Ohwell, at least I felt that 3rd week is well spent! (:

I shall blog awhile andddddddddd, off to study!

My super unglam photo by Terence. -.-

Filled with Loves by student councillors! ❤

Urgh I missed BELLE TAN SIN YEE loads. ):

A week more to survive before I can see her. ._.

Yesterday was a random day.

We randomly went to Marina Bay.

Ate my subway, ❤ and randomly walked around!

Well, the toy apartment is very suitable for someone.

Especially boardgames, tsktsk.

I didn't know the places are all connected and without him, I'd have got lost. ._.

From esplanade to city hall to suntec to raffles to don't know where.
LOL.

Alright, I shall go study now.
Accompany by my green apple milktea and potato chips. :D

2010-06-19T22:38:00.011+08:00

9th EXCO serve graduating councillors.

Photos: RuiXia and Priscilla

2010-06-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

Someone kept bugging me to watch Karate Kid, and we finally watch it yesterday.
The movie was not as boring as I imagined, not bad. (:
Causeway point's all full house, thus no choice but to go yishun's.
Quite ulu too, haha.

Realised people have been busying either going out to play or mugging.
While me?
Sleep + eat + watch tv + facebook + mug + out!
What a meaningful holiday uh.

And I met a junior.
Knew him since P4 and he asked me: "What's your name?"
Cause he had been calling me "******* de lao po" ever since he knew me! -.-
Gosh.
Well, I told him my name and guessed what he replied.
"I think I call you ******* de lao po better."
Lol?! ._.
After that he said, "Then what you want me to call you? Pig."
Well, since when everyone starting to call me pig/zhu huh. -.-

2010-06-16T20:57:00.004+08:00

When's the last time you feel happy and blissful?
When's the last time you wish that moment to stay there, the time to stay still, and the earth to stop spinning?
When's the last time you want to do every lil' things with someone?
When's the last time you smile cause of a message?

Today.

2010-06-15T18:06:00.002+08:00

Just now awhile studying, I was having this 忐忑不安 feeling.

I was afraid of the future.

A minute ago, I read the post.
And I smiled at his stupidity.
Hahaha. (:

Ps: Woodlands CC and 883 is really a long walking distance eh. :P

2010-06-14T19:04:00.004+08:00

STUPID DUMB PHONE!
All photos takens using my phone camera are all gone! D:
Which includes ... and ...!!!
-.-

Love is Destined.
Love needs Faith.
Love exists only when you have both Destiny and Faith, forever and ever.
-Mama

Love is Love.
So there's no reason to it.
Faith, does that explains everything in your post?
Ha. (:

2010-06-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

MY WEEK!

1. Holiday lessons (Mainly physics lessons)
But seriously, I like Miss Tan!
Cause she's always so patient and she not only taught us about physics,
but she made us realised that she actually cares about us a lot!

2. Science centre trip
"Forces of Nature" was not bad, thou' I was feeling super unwell while watching it.
Felt giddy and almost vomit while watching it. D:

3. SC Farewell!
Love the performances and surprises!
Love the games and getting all wet!
Love the goodie bag filled with loads of loves (the messages and cookies etc)!
And ZR was "kind" enough for spilling me two piles of water huh.

4. Bugis
Went to support Wilson for his pink dolphin finals competition.
One message and without saying anything, Terence accompanied me to bugis, thanks!

Learnt to play mahjong a few days ago.
It's like super duper complicated with all the names! ._.

Missed EXCO dinner! D:
Well, there's always another time!

2010-06-13T18:55:00.002+08:00

The best thing in life.
Someone who loves you and cares for you more than you care for youself.
Someone who treats your life even more precious than him/herself.

2010-06-12T09:09:00.002+08:00

Instead of studying, like what I planned to do now.
I am blogging here!

And I'm happyyyyyy. :D
Shalln't tell you why. Haha.

I've a lot to say, but I don't wanna say here. :P

Alright, time to study before I go out!

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2010-06-11T13:19:00.002+08:00

A lot of thoughts running through my mind.
I told myself not to think too much.
Yet, I will still think about them.

Some things are not within anyone's control.
Yes, we can choose the life we want to lead.
But ultimately, there are a lot of unexpected things.

The only true and real relationships, are those who are able to withstand the test of the time and overcome any difficulties.
Respect and trust.

2010-06-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

I remembered Belle told me this: Follow your heart.

I don't know what I really want.
I've a lot of worries, but I learnt not to think too much.
Everything will be fine afterall. (:

I'm feeling... confused.

Everything seems like a dream.
Well, I'll always have this feeling, haha.

2010-06-06T20:32:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad I've recovered from my flu. :D
Suffered during friday's lessons.
But my sore throat is still there! D:

Attended my first english tuition this year.
It has been a year plus since I last attend.
And Mr Teo still remembers me! :D

For my english Os grade, I'll perservere. (:

I wanna watch "A Nightmare on Elm Street", but it's M18! *sadsad
Tsk, thus we watched "Killer". D:

Lol went to that ulu place- Tiong Bahru.
The movie is ok.
But The Prince of Persia is nicer. (:

And I wanna watch Avatar.
Lol I know I'm kinda outdated. ._.

Oh, and You're Beautiful too!
After my 敗犬女王. :D
Still stucked at Ep 13. ._.

Went Xue Hui's house just now.
Instead of doing serious work, we chatted. -.-
Lol.
Xue Hui, forget that alligator.
Ok, I know I've been telling you since Sec 2.
But I still wanna tell you this.
Cause you're a nice girl, he doesn't worth your time.

I'm currently at home with my mummy.
It's a rare night cause my bro went for camp.
And my sis, the super SJ fan, went to their concert @ Marina Bay Sand.
She went out at 6am and only back @ 11pm later.
Wow, she's crazeh. ._.

Thus, tonight is a lonely night.
& I don't like. D:

2010-06-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

The universe is so big.

I remembered once I dreamt that I travel in the space. (Ok don't laugh. -.-)
To see how huge is the world.
And how tiny and insignificant that one is.

Ok, I'm dreaming, haha.

Lol I'm crapping and someone's waiting for my post.
Hahaha.

Stupid flu.
I hate flu.
Especially when you feel super hot, yet having a flu. -.-
The feeling sucks man.

People tend to regret for many things.
And only to realise that they did the wrong things and apologised after that.

What's the use of apologising when you've already hurt the person?
Can the time return? Can the person treat nothing happen?
Nah.
So, do not apologise to me after you've hurt me k.
It's useless.
The wound will still be there, forever.

2010-06-03T19:23:00.006+08:00

I think I really fail, as a friend.
D:

Belle finally back to school today~
I miss her a lot man. ):
And something that she told me made me laughed like some siao zha bo.
Hahaha, she's damn cute lah.

Well.. I should stop dreaming and face the reality.

2010-06-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless.

I've a lot a lot to rant about.
To someone who understands me totally.

Realised I've changed.
But I still like the old me. ._.
I don't like the way I keep all my emotions,
the way I force myself to forget certain things/people,
the way I treat my life now.

Life's cruel.
It has never been fair.
Learn to accept with reality and overcome it.

I realised, most of the time people fall for the person they least expect to fall for.
And the person whom they least expect to fall for, fall for them.
What a joke uh.
Well, this is life.

2010-06-01T22:58:00.003+08:00

Wheee~
I captured a rainbow! (:
Nice right! Yes I know. :D :D

Today's lessons were super duper sian man.
But I managed to survive, so following days will be better! (:
Lol always like that one, my pattern.

And I laughed like some crazeh today. -.-
All thanks to someone.

I miss sleeping. D:
So I gonna sleep now! :D
LOL.

2010-05-31T21:06:00.004+08:00

Preparing to shoot people with Yongtat's water bottle.

Lol play till mad. -.-

HAHA.

Tomorrow gonna have chinese and physics lessons.
Chinese again. ._.
Lol.

Went to watch Prince of Persia with that lao uncle.
He kept calling me xiao mei mei like I'm soooooo small like that. -.-
Eh I only younger by 1.5 years ok!

The movie is not bad, and he never fall asleep. -.-
Haha.
Well, he's a such a weirdo.
Yishun, too near. Bishan, queue too long.
Then he suggested to go Tiong Bahru (some ulu place) to watch.
Finally we decided on Jurong Point. Lol.

Just now met him and his "mama" again @ starbucks.
The world's so small.
His mama is actually my modern dance senior. o.o

& I'm irritated by my handphone. -.-
Always lag at inbox and took me hours to delete messages!

2010-05-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Chinese O level for many students.
Jiayou!

Daniel, XiangQi, Wilson, Anthony and EnQuan.
I'll pray for you guys.
Why these 5?
Cause I cared about them.

And 4/4 peeps, jiayou too. (:

Watch Prince of Persia today.
Not bad.
Shall elaborate next time, mum nags again. -.-

2010-05-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

I MISS YLC8. ):

nice one uh! :D

Lol my reaction a bit slow. -.-

my team's cheer! :D

2010-05-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

Alright. Today's a tiring day. Why?
Cause I played basketball, do physics (awhile only x.x) and went to compass point and hougang central!

I got suan-ed by Jun Jie and Wei Sheng like don't know what. D: D: D:
One lao de, one da de, two gang up bully me this small de. T.T
LOL.

The weather was good. :D
I think God knows I wanna play basketball,
and don't wanna me to be burnt like charcoal that's why there wasn't much sunlight. :D

Ah yessss, DANIEL CHANG LI WEI.
Must get well and get distinctions for your Chinese uh!
Got my super duper useful notes and tips, cannot let me down horh.
Haha.
After your Os meet up!
I've a lot a lot to update you. -.-
Haha.

Went home, bathed and did some physics questions.
Not after awhile, went to meet Rayna and then JJ drove me and WS to 503.
Passed the file to Dan and went Cwp to meet mum.
Damn busy uh.

Went Compass point and Hougang central.
In the end, I concluded that Causeway point is the best!
Those two shopping malls are quite small, compare to Cwp.

2010-05-29T02:52:00.004+08:00

I was talking to terence goh just now and he still remembers the big tml and big ytd!
HAHAHA.
I was laughing like mad!
Ok, I don't think you'll understand the inside joke, haha.

But yeah, it's nice to chat with close friends whom you never talk for very long.
The feeling is nice. (:

For me and terence, we both were busying quarrelling. -.-
I told him I became an ahlian who dropped from special to NT.
Then I lied I mixed with bad company and got influenced by them.
Thus, flunked my results and dropped to NT.
Then he said, "Surely not Wei Jia and Belle influence you one."
Lol. -.-

Heh he taught me how to lie, not my fault. :P
Cause he used to lie a lot a lot of times when I was younger.
And the innocent me fell into his tricks. -.-

Ohyeah.
I've to thanks Qiqi for helping me with my testimonial! (:
Thanks for giving me so many feedbacks so that I can improve on it. :D
Chwan Rong if you see this, help me thank her. :D

I went to some online Taiwan Spree and saw the sweet pink ribbon shirt that I want!
But it's quite troublesome.
Cause it has to ship from Taiwan to Singapore + bank transfer etc.
Never mind, I'll go bugis to try my luck first.
Last resort: order online. :D

There are a lot nice tops/dresses.
I saw one very very very similar to this:

& they only sell like half of the price of what I paid! D:

Now Jia Yun is addicted to Autumn's Concerto.
I told you it's nice right! :D

2010-05-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

This holiday isn't feel like a holiday to me.
10 days of extra lessons plus a lot of homework and revisions to be done.

Hope I'll be able to spend my time usefully and not sleeping.
Haha.
Not to forget, I'm planning some movie dates, shopping and kite flying with loves. (:

Seriously.
You'll never know how much they meant to you, only when you lost them.
On the other hand.
You'll never know how much you meant to them, only when they tell you, "I need you".

Sometimes, certain things have to be said to let your loves know how you feel.
Express your care and concern through actions.

I did tried my best. But she just isn't at all appreciate it.

There're a lot of times where I feel hopeless about her.
I told myself I'll never care about her studies again.
But after awhile, I still again, try to help.
Yet the vicious cycle continues.

I will not let it continue.
I'll stop here.
I will not hope for impossible anymore.
I just wish by the time she realises, it's still not too late.

Don't know why, I feel that I've a long longggg time never talk to Belle already. ):
As in, our own private conversations.
She wrote me a love letter few days ago and I was touched!
It was well-drawn, thanks Belle! ❤
Also, Jia Hui gave me one too! ❤
I'm still waiting for someone's... *hint

:D :D :D

I realised I do not express my unhappiness.
I wondered how I struggled through that day.
I only remembered a passage in paper 2 alightened me.
If not for that, I'd have broken down.
And no one actually realised it, whoa, how great uh.

2010-05-28T18:32:00.004+08:00

I love to eat this! :DDD

Went Pizza Hut with Wei Jia and Jia Yun!
I love my beef lasagne{?}!

Wei Jia's Trio Cheese Pizza looks yummy. @.@
Lazy to rotate. :X

I love the creamy chicken soup too! :D

Beef Lasagne

Loves!

Went to Tepanyaki @ North Point with mum and bro at night!

My hair length became so short! D:
Starting to regret. -.-

I want to swim in this pool!
Heh. :D

I want to ride on this too!
I'm still young at heart alright.

Shall post later, IF I'm free.

2010-05-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Mdm Sarojini adviced me to attend church service cause she know I need God's support at this point of time.
But. There isn't anyone to go with me.

Uh actually yes lah, but I'm not close to him and it's like kinda weird to be with a few guys that I don't really know. x.x
Anyone interested to attend Sunday's morning service @ lighthouse? :D

I feel lost without God.

I've cut my hair.
So it's like 3/4 of the original length. ):
Never mind, by the time O level ends, it has grow back already! :D

Do you know what's the best thing to do in life?
To me, there're a lot!
But currently, there are:
1. Sleep like a "大" shape in an air conditional room.
2. Talk about everything under the sun to friends whom I trusted @ a beautiful place! (Eg. hill @ christ church)
3. Read a great storybook, watch a great movie or show!

When I grown up, I wanna tour around the world!
I wanna see how big the world is.
I wanna help those who are less fortunate.
Yes, this is my objective of life. (:

2010-05-25T16:39:00.005+08:00

Ok. Let me start off with this.

You sucks. You sucks. You sucks.
You seriously sucks to the max MR LEE.
Fish!

Alright. It has nothing to do with 4/4's PE teacher. Lol.

Some happy stuffs to cheer myself up!
My mum cooked cereal prawns two days ago, and it was nice! :D
And yesterday, she bought mango which I haven't eat for many months!
Plus bbt for these two days, whoo! :D
And my sis's home-made jelly! (It's actually nice!)

Mother tongue week.
It has been very boring and stressed, rushing through paper 2. D:

I'm regret.

I regretted knowing you 3 years ago.

I shouldn't have knew you.

You shouldn't be even existed in my life in the first place.

'Cos we are from two different worlds.

It's like a pair of parallel line, we'll never meet.

2010-05-23T10:41:00.002+08:00

Just now, while my mum was reading chinese newspaper.
Me: Mummy, later I want to read the newspaper.
Mummy: A lot of people "book" with me already. Your sis, your bro, then you're the last ok.
Me: Whoa, how come today everyone loves to read newspaper ah?
(Translate from chinese)

Ok. So I've to wait. -.-

Let me ask you:
What makes you looking forward to weekends?
For me, there're quite a few:
1. Able to sleep 12 hours! :D
2. Go shopping (sometimes)
3. Saturday and Sunday's 11am Channel 8 show, 3.5女人 and 海的儿子!

Anyway, 海派甜心 not nice one. -.-
So I've decided to watch 敗犬女王 again. Lol.
But first, I've to finish all my compositions and study for chinese first.
(Hope I'll be able to focus, haha)

Next week's 3.5 days of intensive chinese lessons will be super boring.
Do paper 1 and 2, mark compositions (not that bad), and listen to Mdm Oh talking for don't know how many hours. x.x
I rather do maths for 3.5 days! Heh. :D

For those who are taking Chinese Os, Jiayous!
Must must must get distinctions so that you can focus on other subjects.
Daniel, Xiangqi, must jiayou!

I love ice milo and coffee!
KFC's ice frappe is not bad too. (:
Ok, it's random.

I can't imagine if two stubborn people are together. -.-
The stubborness will be doubled. Lol. ._.

Ok, I shall watch my show now! It's 11am! :D

2010-05-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

Guess who are these two super duper cute kids?!

I've been playing with the elder boy (from the pic) since I was 5!
He's younger than me by approx. 5 years.
The younger boy is very cute right!!! :D

They're my childhood friends thou' they are smaller than me by a lot.
Haha.
But sadly, I never see them ever since I was 11. D: ('Cos they live in KL)

Guess they must be very handsome by now! LOL
They're brothers by the way.

I shall feature one of the picture I took with the younger one next time. :D
I missed them. ):

Time can never turn back.

2010-05-22T12:53:00.003+08:00

R3 day wasn't that bad.
On a brighter note, nothing bad happened.

Gawd, some PIG is still sleeping now!
It's like, 1pm now ok ~
That irritating pig is really pig, tsktsk.
Haha I'm talking nonsenses.

Oh, talking about pig, those 1/9 juniors are calling me pig upon seeing me. o.o
Some even worse, call me Auntie Gigi. x.x
DO I LOOK THAT OLD? -.-

Wei Jia was telling me about the Mr and Miss Glow in Pink! Competition and wanted to ask Belle to join a few weeks ago!
And I went into the web and found out Wilson is one of the contestants!
http://www.yeos.com.sg/mr&missglowinpink/contest.php
I'll vote for him, 'cos I only know him there! :X
I think he's the youngest among the male contestants.
Belle should have joined!
She's soooo pink lo! :D

Urgh, I'm feeling guilty. x.x
B asked to **** ***** and I totally ignored him!
Gosh, I'm so bad, I know.
No need to remind me. Lol.

下一站，幸福 is seriously nice! :DDD
Lol random. ._.

2010-05-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm worried about someone.

I realised another thing about me:
People I cared, I'll tend to worry for lil' things.
But this ain't lil' thing lah.

Promise me, take care of yourself.

2010-05-17T18:51:00.003+08:00

Today's Monday ain't that bad. ;D
'Cos I'm happy, heh. :D

Ah yes, I slacked for the whole weekend. ._.
Mainly due to the reason that I'm tired, headache, leg pain, body pain etc.
Lol, all excuses I know.

But, I'm all ready to chiong now! :D

And my mum told me to cut my hair till shoulder length!!! -.-
She said Os is coming.
What does my hair got to with O level?!
Lol. ._.
Well, I won't cut till shoulder length. :D
Heh! :P

Ah yes, another thing.
I've finally pierce the 2nd hole, after 2 years!
Lol, I would have pierced 2 years ago.
Why? 'Cos just happen that time I was selected to be student councillor.
So I decided to be guai and only pierce after stepping down!
Must set up good role model for peers/juniors mah, ha.

{With that lil trust, it can multiply.}

2010-05-16T15:57:00.003+08:00

From time to time, I keep reminding myself to cherish.
To cherish with what I've and be contented.

I don't have a father, but I told myself that it's ok, life must still goes on and I'll live even stronger from then.

In fact, I'm actually very blissed.

I've the chance to study, I've condusive study environment.

I've clean house, with clean water supply and sanitations.

I'm loved by a lot of people, my family, my friends and someone.

Yet, there're a lot of people who are a lot less fortunate than us.

Yesterday I was reading my Geography textbook.
I'm sad upon seeing so many kids suffering.

What have they done wrong to deserve all these poverty and starvations?

Every ml of water, every grain of rice is precious to them.
Yet some of us, don't know how to cherish them.
Waste food, waste water, waste electricity.

What've we done to salvage all these then?

2010-05-16T10:53:00.003+08:00

I'm happy happy happy! :D

Boy: I wanna be a super hero, guess my name.

Girl: Okay, hmm... Superman? Spiderman? Batman?

Boy: No, I wanna be Your man.

credits: KaiYuan

160510 0047 ♥

2010-05-15T16:00:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so good now, after sweating! :D

Met Dan @ 8am, went 888's KFC to have breakfast!
Their porridge is seriously nice! :D

It was a great time to catch up with life,
and I always have no problem telling him all my stuffs!
Haha.
And we were discussing about our scars. LOL.

Went fushan to play basketball. (:
My skills is getting from bad to worse. D: Eeyer.
Then they're having their training with their jump shoes. o.o

Now, my whole body is aching.
Tsk, old liao. -.- Lol.

My mum is asking me to accompany her to marsiling to buy stuffs.
I'm kind of lazy, heh.
But no choice, still have to go. Lol.

Ohyeah, I've decided to cut my hairrrrrrrrrr @ June.
Lol, after 1 year.
It's so freaking long man. ._.
But, only cut shorter by maybe, 3cm? xD
Heh, I still want my longgg hair!

Mother Tongue week on last week of Term 3.
Gosh, I wondered how am I going to survive man. ._.
1 set of papers (paper 1 and 2) per day.
Doing compositions can really kill a lot of my brain cells. D:

2010-05-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

There're a lot of times, I do appear calm.
Actually deep in my heart, I'm feeling lost, frightened.

Did I mentioned that I used to be afraid of nights, especially darkness?
I abhor loneliness in the nights.

I dislike the feeling of being ignored.
I hate liers, and I rather know the ugly truth.

I'd be emotional at night.
I used to sleep damn early cos' I was afraid of being alone.

I'd place all my soft toys around my bed surrounding me so that I feel more safe.
And thus, leaving very lil' space for me to flip. -.-

And all these I experienced it from one person, L.
Thanks uh.

2010-05-14T19:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel so dumb.
It's like,
I know I must forget him, but sometimes I still think of him.
I know I must concentrate in class, but sometimes I'll start to get distrated.
I know I must give in my best, but sometimes I'm just too tired/lazy.
I know she'll never change for me, but sometimes I'm just too cocerned about her and really feel like telling her how much I cared about her and how important it is to score well for Os.
I know the world isn't perfect, but I just want to make the best out of me and for my life.

A lot of people do not cherish with what they have, instead they're demanding for more, for better.
If someone cares about you, do not take it for granted.

I think I'm one uh.
I tend to take people's care and concern for granted.

Uh yes, I remember yesterday or the day before Wei Jia and Belle waited for me after focus.
Thou' it's kinda small stuff, but I'm happy.
At least some people remember to wait for me uh.
I'm always the last one to leave 'cos I've to lock the door.
And most of the times none waited for me.
So, yeah thanks. ;D

Today we went to RP after lessons!
Me and Limin bought subway and it's niceeeeeeee! Loves!
Heh. :D
We crapped a lot and finally, went to the library to do some homework. (:

And yayyy, it's Friday!
My favourite day of the week! :DDDD

2010-05-13T07:48:00.002+08:00

Things changed.
People changed.
In fact, nothing stays forever.

And I'm still wonder...

I wanna lead my life meaningfully.
I wanna spend my time with useful things.
I wanna fly kite.
I wanna watch stars.
I wanna play basketball.
I wanna go Orlando.

2010-05-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

I should really really really buck up and start to MUG for Os.

Seriously.

I should really ask whatever thing that I don't know during lesson time instead of keeping quiet.
Time to get serious and 100% mug mode.

Yes, I can do it. (:

Ohyeah, I made some thankyou cards for my loves, mother's day card for mummy and birthday card for xiangqi last weekend.

All these took me 2 hours.
But seeing a smile from them are all worth it!

Ohyeah. Let's hope the scandal stops before any more people know.

If you know what I'm talking about, it's actually sooo not true ok. ._.

2010-05-10T23:05:00.004+08:00

Today's my beloved Lim Xiang Qi hubby's birthday!

Yeah, you're finally 16!
See I'm so good to wait for you to be 16 and watch NC 16 movie together!

Hahaha.

It's hard to believe that we've actually known each other for 10 years,

and we're still as close as forever!

A lot of people may wonder how come we become best friends, yet we're so different?

Actually from the start, we're the same.

Just that as time went by, things changed.

We're so different, yet we're the same!

Lol, kind of crap. ._.

You're my first best friend ever since I came Singapore 10 years ago.

I remembered I was such a quiet and shy girl that time.

Only you, so thick-skinned to keep coming to me and talking to me.

So that makes me talkative now also, lol. :D

Thou' we may lead different lifestyle,

with different group of friends,

with different mindsets,

but one thing will never change - our friendship.

Even after another 10 years, 20 years ... 50 years,

I believe our friendship will remain as strong.

Sorry if I'm able to be there for you always.

Sometimes I'm just too busy with my own studies or other stuffs, thus neglect you.

So let's make a pact: meet once a month, ok?

Ok, I'm like writing some love letter or what.

Haha.

Actually I've a lot a lot to write.

But I were to write everything down here, it's never ending.

10 years of friendship, it's beyond words.

2010-05-09T14:15:00.005+08:00

Hot and boring sunday~

Ah yes, I've the urge to cut botak 'cos my longggg hair is making me so hot. -.-
Hot weather + super long hair = extremely super duper hot!
And my hair is not long, is very long, till waist!
The price of keeping long hair. *sighs*

My sister's studying for her MYE, and she gets all my notes + her notes.
Thus, she should get higher marks than me leh. :X
Haha.
Also, she can use my assessment books too, which are consider quite a lot, around 30 plus books or more than that? (She doesn't even take a look at them. -.-)
If she never get A, she's gonna get bashed from me. -.-
What's more, I even taught her chemistry + biology for like 5 hours leh.
See, she benefits so much for having a good and kind-hearted elder sis like me.
LOL bhb. :X Haha.
Ohyeah.
Whoever wants to lend the assessment books that I've got, feel free to ask me yah. (:
I've triple sciences TYS with year 1980+ questions, which are given by Wei Loke, so yup must thank him a lot!
I've benefitted a lot from these TYS and assessment books and worksheets from Wei Loke, Emmanuel and Chwan Rong so I thought I should share with everyone. (:

I'm going Cwp to do some shopping later~
No choice, it's the nearest shopping centre that I can affort the time to go. Lol.

2010-05-08T17:52:00.003+08:00

What's life?

Study? Slack? Shopping? Or doing things you enjoy?

Everyone has their own defination of "life".
My life, is to live to the fullest, without regrets.

Ever wonder why the world is just so unfair?
Why some people are born in rich families with good looks and intelligence,
while some just ain't that lucky?

Everyone has he/her own destiny.
Things ain't meant to be yours, don't force it.
Satisfied with what you've and you'll be happier.
Love everyone, and remember to forgive and forget.
For those who are just spending their life slacking away, it's time to be serious.

Just now on my way to 883, I saw the cat again.
Almost every morning on my way to school or back home I'd see it.
Don't know since when, I'd start to look at it and sometimes say hello to it.
My hello is "meow"... ok don't laugh. -.-
Then the cat will "meow" back! LOL.

Today's a different case, it meow-ed at me once it saw me!
I bent down to take a good at her, she no longer avoid me!
But I felt pity for it 'cos it has to endure the super hot/cold weather outside. D:

I told myself, "next time bring some bread for her". Lol.

Even thou' it's only a cat, it's living thing too!
Every living things have feelings too!
Just that humans are the most powerful living things, many tends to forget about the animals' feelings.

Start to treat animals with care from now!
The very least, leave them alone.

2010-05-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

Xiao xiao bin/xiao bin bin is super duper uber cute!

This show is really nice!
Worth watching it.
The male and female leads are handsome and pretty too!

Now, I'm planning to watch 敗犬女王!

Study hard, must play hard, isn't it?
Or should it be watch hard? Haha.

2010-05-06T19:05:00.003+08:00

Picture speaks a thousand words!
So... I shalln't elaborate a lot.

This is Helix Bridge! (Original name is Double Helix Bridge)
This reminds me of Bio- DNA!

And I'm quite frustrated by the low resolutions of the pictures I took.
They're just so blurrrrr and not nice! ):

I wanna get a camera! - hopefully after my Os. :D

Time flies (again)!

This week seems to pass super fast, and I feel like I've done nothing!

Must really make full use of time and do not slack.

Anyway, today's Dorothy's Birthday!
May you find your prince charming soon!
Haha.

Sweetness can be deceiving sometimes.

2010-05-03T20:13:00.004+08:00

Busybusybusy long weekends!
It's May, and it reminded me of 4 years ago ...

I've a lot to update about, but I don't have the time!
Well, maybe I'll do that tomorrow or Wednesday, promise.

Edit.

I am distracted!
Instead of studying for Bio Test which is tomorrow, I'm tempted to use computer.
Gah :X
& I'm already tired. -.-
Lol.

My Loves!

Notice the height difference, haha.

2010-05-01T16:32:00.004+08:00

I wonder who I can trust entirely?

Maybe it's the misplaced trust.
I thought I am right.
I thought he can be trusted with.
But I'm wrong to think so.

2010-05-01T15:50:00.005+08:00

Hello!
Another week has passed!
I'm guilty 'cos I'm kind of slack. ._.

I'm glad I tried my very best for Chemistry SPA and it turned out not bad!
For those who didn't do well, it's ok, just work harder for Skill 3 and theory paper.
Life has to go on still, don't let these lil' things in life upset you.

I'm starting to feel the O level stress.
It's so stress whenever I don't know this and that!
All the topics that were taught last year were totally alien to me!

I was tidying my worksheets just now and sort out those worksheets that were undone/half-way done.
And found out I've a lot undone worksheets! :O

The list of things that were to be accomplished, a total of 66 items.
Include all the focus worksheets + corrections + homework + revisions + read up.

Jia you, I'll complete all of them!
Asap. Lol.

We went to Lasalle Collage of Arts yesterday to watch dance concert.
They danced gracefully and beautifully!
I love watching dance performances!

We were given 1 hour of dinner time.
Wei Jia and Belle accompanied me to Bugis Junction's Wallet Shop to get my bro's present.
Thanks! 'Cos we wasted 30 minutes of travelling time and they were very nice to accompany me there!
Thus, we didn't have time to finish our oyster meesua.
And, I saw Terence!
It was 1 year plus since I last saw him and I missed him! Haha.

Reached home @ 11am plus and I was dead beat.
And slept like a pig. -.-

Photos to be uploaded next time!

2010-04-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

Aww I feel like I'm being neglected. ):
I feel that we two are from two different worlds.
Hope everything's alright, 'cos I cherish you a lot.

2010-04-24T18:06:00.003+08:00

7 things that cheer me up!

1. Bubbletea (Green Apple Milk Tea!)
2. My loves!
3. Happy songs
4. Messages from my loves!
5. Sweat after a good basketball match
6. Homework all done
7. Everyone's happy!

Today's my sis's birthday!
Happy Birthday! :D

2010-04-24T15:51:00.002+08:00

Time flies, and it's weekend! :D
I've spent quite a meaningful week, studying.
Lol.

Yesterday, my family and I went to this Japenese Restaurant to have our dinner.

I love this!

My curry cheese chicken ramee!

I was real full after dinner!

'Cos their food proportions are big.

Oh, & CCA officially stepped down.

I don't really miss it and I'm quite glad.

However, occasionally I might miss some sec 2 or sec 1 juniors,

or those days when we trained so hard for SYF and it's all worth it.

As people grow older, one will get even more naggy.

Example, my mum.
She can talk non-stop and ... a lot of stuffs are already repeated. -.-

Lol, but I do love her.

'Cos she nags all due to the fact that she cares me, I know.

2010-04-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

I start to enjoy school life with focus every day.
Perhaps, I've got used to it.

It's no point disliking it when you still have to go through, so might as well accept and like it!
And think from another point of view: this will benefit in your Os.
Another 7 more months to endure, and within a blink of eyes, O Level is over!

Also,
Anthony Goh Kian Ping, Happy 16th Birthday!
It's hard to believe that it's our 8 years being friends, haha.
Upon entering secondary school life, we two ain't as close as the past already. ):
But I still remember you and regard you as my good friend k!
You've grown!
From the small boy who used to cry a lot to more "mature" and "sensible" adult now.
Haha.
Jia You in your Os and ... stop your GG.com!
Lol.

2010-04-20T19:57:00.005+08:00

Hello!
I've received an email from NorthWest CDC informing that there's an OBS camp on Dec 2010!
And I'm the lucky one to be selected!
I thought I'll never have the chance to go, but here it is! :D

A really great news.
'Cos I really miss going camps. D:
I love the wildness and randomness in camps. Haha.
And Chea Yee got selected too!

Coloured contact lens- between purple, blue and hazel/brown!

It's 8pm, and I'm tired!
A total pig. ._.

2010-04-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

This week's Monday ain't that bad.
But I still don't like Mondays! D:
Lol. ._.

Ohyes, I loved walking in the rain and got drenched!
At the same time, I was afraid that my books would get wet. (-.-)

I still love the song, Wedding Dress.
I guess it isn't easy to change in one night's time.
Many many many stuffs reminded me about it.
As if it has become a part of me.
Gosh, I must really really forget it!
& I know I can.

Lol, yesterday night someone's sms made me smile.
There's nothing special about the message, and I just smiled! :D
Maybe it's the missing, haha!

2010-04-18T18:55:00.003+08:00

After 1 hour-
I only finished Sec 2s' particulars.
I'm slow, I know. -.-

The bad thing being a perfectionist - tend to take note of small lil' things, thus a lot of time wasted.

I'm gonna watch the Star Awards now. ^^
I remembered these kind of online shows used to be my favourite shows! Haha.

And I'm buying coloured contact lens.
Any recommandation of what colour should I get?

2010-04-18T17:24:00.003+08:00

Totally feel like going to a camp!

It had been close to a year since I went YLC8 camp at June 2009.

Missed 2 camps due to MT O Level, but it's still worth it. :D

Lol we were told to do some weird pose.
Spot me!

Alright, time for me to update SC particulars.
Which is ... a lot ._.
But it's ok, it's my last contribution to SC. D:

2010-04-17T21:07:00.001+08:00

I spent 9 hours plus @ Library and Cwp. How awesome!

2010-04-16T22:34:00.001+08:00

Let me begin my post with this unglam pose of Xiang Qi!

My family and I went to Jack's Place for lunch on last Sunday!

I miss the steak there to the max! :D

The tomato soup seriously sucks. -.-

I still prefer my creamy soup!

Loves!

This week's Tuesday was my unluckiest day in 2010!

Two super unlunky things happened.

And thanks huh Jia Da, for your calculator for my Physics SPA. (:

It had been terribly hot from morning till afternoon, and a heavy downpour in the evening these few days.

The sudden hot and cold weather resulted in flus + coughs.

Must drink more water to prevent from getting sick uh!

Wei Jia is not feeling well recently, must take care ok!

On Thursday, 8th EXCO met up after focus for dinner!

We were giving Wassim a surprise birthday celebrations and he did touched! (:

@ Pastamania

My creamy chicken! :D

Zhi Rong is being very reluctant to eat his 2nd piece of pizza 'cos he was simply too full!

Power Ranger Cake!

The happy Wassim.

LOL Zhi Rong was forced to eat the cake again. Haha.

He looked like a lil' kid here!

8th EXCO gave him a soccer ball and...

A pink teddy bear!

Wassim make sure you hug it to sleep everyday huh!

This Zhi Rong finally ate the pizza after don't know how long!

2010-04-16T15:22:00.003+08:00

Don't know why, I'm jealous. -.-
Gawd. This feeling overwhelmed me and it sucks too.
Who does that particular person really cares man. -.-
And why do I even care? Lol.

Ok. Actually I wrote out a whole paragraph to elaborate.
But I decided not to post it.

2010-04-12T20:49:00.004+08:00

Today is a hot Monday despite it rained just now. D:
The humid weather is killing me. ._.

Tomorrow's Physics SPA.
Hope everything is alright. *Prays

I'm tired, and I'm gonna sleep now.
Lol.

2010-04-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

Another week passed.

I've got to admit.
That sometimes I missed the past. ):

Thou' life is hard, but we've still got to move on.
I'll try to love my life and think of the positive sides.

NAPFA on Thursday.
I was lethargic after all the stations.
And I failed my standing board jump.
I did relatively well for sit-ups, incline pull-up and shuttle run. (:

After NAPFA, there was a passing over @ RP.
I've officially stepped down from 8th EXCO.
It's time for me to change my profile~ Ha.
And Jazlyn took over me- secretary! :D
Chea Yee become the next President. (:
Congrates for both!
Also, for the other Sec 3s and Sec 2s who are in the 9th EXCO.
Hope 9th EXCO is able to bring the whole SC to a higher level of leadership.
Everything ended at 8pm plus, and by that time, I was super tired.

Meet-the-parent session on Friday night.
My mum was sick, so she didn't attend.
I didn't like the talk.
Polytechnic is good too ok.
And I'm still struggling between JC and Poly.
TJ was very kind enough to tell his mum that my name is HH. -.-
Belle's dad sent me home, and I love the ride!
And I knew a secret, which I was kind of expected. :D

2010-04-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

A lot of weird people adding me on MSN nowadays.
I was really sicked and irrirated by them. -.-
And due to the fact that the notebook that I'm using now is slow, their weird conversations hinder the whole internet explorer thou' I didn't reply and thus making it so slowwww.

These are some "typical" MSN weird people that I've met:
1. Some random people which I didn't know AT ALL added me and talked to me on some random day and asked me to self-intro.
Ok, finished and the person started on some random topics or asked some random dumb questions like what school, what cca, what I like etc.
Which I didn't even bother to reply after some time.
They didn't stop and talked to me again when I logged in the following day.
Well, they just didn't get my hint by ignoring them.

2. Forgot who I was when I've already told them my name and stuffs when they first asked.
Yet they asked again after 983269428502 days and I was very irrirated 'cos I remembered them asking me before.

3. Perverts that want to cheat on young ladies.
And hey I'm not that dumb ok.

4. Some people would ask for my numbers on the first convesation.
I didn't want to give 'cos I hate replying those bo liao sms like "what are you doing?" etc.
Some even requested to meet up.
I refused and they kept pestering. -.-

5. Lesbians.
Yes, I met two lesbians. ._.
First there was this Les1 who added me.
I thought she was a normal lady so I thought it was no harm talking to her.
She's actually quite chio.
Ok, that's not the main point.
After some time, she asked some weird questions like if I love girls and stuffs.
Then I realised something is wrong so I stopped taking to her.
Her girl friend, Les2 added me 'cos I didn't reply Les1's msn.
Les2 was even more chio. LOL. (From her msn pic)
After a few months, they two stopped sending msn messages to me.

6. Stalker.
There was this person whom I used to talk quite a lot with.
And stalked me. Lazy to eloborate.
Just to bear in mind that, do not ever tell people whom you met online where're you when you're outside.

I'm sure these are not all.
But just that I could only think of all these currently.
And what I'm trying to say is: BEWARE OF MSN PERVERTS.
Do not accept weird MSN names which have jumbled letters or numbers, like isdgoi927j@hotmail.com
That might be virus.
Lol. ._.

Of course, I met some nice people too. (:

2010-04-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

Today is the first Tuesday that I ever loved in 2010.
1. Practicals for 2.5 hours of physics (lessons+focus)
2. Early lunch break when we were supposed to have our chemistry lesson. Instead, we went for lunch first, and started the chemistry lesson on 2.45pm. (: And I was very hungry at that time 'cos I didn't have my recess. ):

The only thing that ruined my mood was CCA.
Well, I rather study and do my physics questions.
At least I will learn something and not slack there.

Forgot to mention, Xiang Qi and I went to Toa Payoh on last Friday to buy my Geo textbook. Lol.
After that, we processed to Ghoby Ghaut where the hungry Xiang Qi had her subway.
I totally love the place where we sat 'cos I can see people! :D
I just love their atmosphere! (L)
How random, ha.

Anyway, she brought me to Made with Love (L) where they sell wonderful papers, stickers, decorative accessories etc!
Mainly used to make cards.
I LOVE THAT SHOP UBER MUCH. :D
& Xiang Qi were like saying me sua ku and stuffs. -.-
Went to M/PHOSIS where Xiang Qi is crazily in love with.
Hahaha.
Back to Causeway point, and we were taking some crazy photos!
Shall post next time. :DDDD

&, I promised to personally make a card for Xiang Qi's birthday.
Gosh it's making me headache 'cos my art skill sucks. ):

2010-04-05T20:01:00.004+08:00

I realised something.
Whenever I finally finished some homework, another big pile of worksheets came in.
Trying my best to finish, ok, now finally finished, and it was the time for tests and revision papers or starting new chapters.
This routine continues and it's never ending.
Lol.

I have one wish now.
It is to accomplish ALL my on-hand homework + necessary revisions for recent chapters!
Given to my slow writing habits and I've to be in very "condusive" environment in order to concentrate, it seems quite impossible. Lol.
But I'll try and tell myself that I can do it!

There's this someone.
Many years of friends, used to be very close.
Thou' we hardly contact, and we've got our own life to lead.
I'm still glad to know that that someone, actually still cares about me as a friend.
Well, this is called, true friend.
Genuine friendships are able to overcome any difficulties.

No matter how long we never talk to each other,
no matter how far we are,
no matter how different in life that we may lead,
no matter how we show that we are not concern about each other (well, actually we do),
that unbreakable friendship will always be there.
It's something that connects us together.
And I do not regret knowing you. (:

To: Someone who used to be bullied by me, always.

2010-04-04T04:10:00.003+08:00

The feeling of going to lose someone you love is seriously sucks.
I experienced it yet again, few hours ago.

And I'm totally disheartened.
Maybe you didn't even care about my feelings, you only mind if you've enough sleep, right.
Even if I was upset, I was scared of the deadly silence, I felt insecure and needed someone to talk to, you can be there, but you wouldn't want to.

I've decided.
I shall be nicer to BJ, as a friend.
Lol.
'Cos I felt kinda guilty as I've been trying to avoid/ignore him while he has been nice and tolerant to me and stuffs.
I know this feeling hurts.

2010-04-03T08:18:00.002+08:00

I realised it's going to be 22 May .
Or rather, 16 May ..
Ha, and 27 June ?..

All these are important dates for me.
And not to forget, 10 May. (:

Life's short.
Live meaningfully and without regret.
Give your best shot and you know you can do it! (:

This world is supposed to be beautiful, isn't it?
Help all you can with your ability, with your heart.
Even a smile and make a great difference in one's day.

I've been wanting to go Man Fu Tong to helpout as volunteer.
But I've been delaying till now... 'cos I couldn't get anyone to go with me. -.-
Anyone interested?

2010-04-01T23:17:00.004+08:00

Hope Xiang Qi is alright.
I'm gonna meet her tomorrow.

Anyway, went to cemetry in Malaysia last sunday.
The long journey made me headache for the whole day. D:
And my mum was again, unpleased with me, basically me, my sis and my bro after she knew that my cousin got 8 As (-.-)
She expects me to get excellent results as if I am a genius.
Basically, she'll never pleased with what I get.
If I get an A1, she'll ask why I never get full marks?
Or if I get full marks, she'll then tell me that it's just an easy test.
Well, fine.
But I'm seriously irritated by her naggings almost everyday.

Oh today's mass run was cancelled.
And the whole school was cheering, which was quite a rare scene.
But, I want to have mass run 'cos I don't wanna run that route during PE.
Focus study was cancelled too, so school ended at 2.45pm! :D
Jia Yun and I went to Macs, ate and talked!

Today's April's Fool Day.
I'm being so nice not to fool anyone. (:
And Xue Hui was freaked out by the rat.
Anthony was trying to scare me with the rat too, and of course it failed!
But the most interesting april's fool was Mdm Jo's video!

2010-03-29T23:59:00.004+08:00

With the heart to give and contribute with all my might,
I'll jiayou!

I really wish to help the class.
To build up class spirit and let them know the importance of unity.
But, with the limited ability of mine, is it possible?
Oh well...

And you know what?
It's the last 5 months, to be together as a class.
Once we graduate @ November, there'll be self-study at home.
Sad.

Anyway, I'm starting to plan for my O level revision!
Who has any recommandation for English tuition?
Either private or class.
& it's urgentttttttt!
'Cos if I'm going to continue with this situation till Os,
it's a miracle if I never fail.
Lol.

& I'm so gonna sleep now. :D
Hahaha. (I'm usually hyper at night. -.-)

2010-03-27T20:25:00.003+08:00

This feeling sucks.

When I was feeling down, I really wished someone was there.
Somehow, I couldn't find anyone.
Alright actually I did thought of someone...

Anyway, yesterday was Dylan Quek(oops, I don't know his chinese name-.-)'s birthday!
Me, being so sincere, called him at 11pm + to wish him!
The last one to wish. :D
Stay happy always!
Don't break school rules, always cut your hair. :P
Lol.
And stop irritate me with "I guarantee you don't know one".
HAHA.

& thanks a lot.
I really feel better after 3 hours.

2010-03-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

I'm sad. ):

2010-03-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

It's midnight now, but I'm having the urge to blog.
So I'll just post a short post before going to bed. (:

Just now, the moment I went into the facebook, I saw this particular video.
It's the process of Daniel Chang Li Wei cutting botak! :DDDDDD
LOL.
He looked very sad 'cos his "beautiful" and long hair gonna cut!
But he still smiled at the end.
Hahahaha.
He told me that he was gonna cut botak last last week when I saw him.
I couldn't imagine Dan with botak man. ._.

Ok, I shall stop being high 'cos of Dan's botak head.
Lol. :D

Anyway, focus started this week.
8 solid hours of studying (exclude recess and break) is killing me! ):
In addition, I used at least 3 hours to do my homework at home.
So in one day, I spent 11 hours on school work. ._.
But it'd be good for Os then.
Reap what you sow.
So, jia you to me! :D

2010-03-19T18:07:00.003+08:00

I love subway! :D :D :D
The cookies, the bread, the tomato, the honey mustard etc!
Hahaha.

Anyway, I'm just back from RP for hours of mugging!
I still haven't complete my homework, gawd. D:

It has been a long time since I met Chwan Rong.
He told me a lot about his JC life!
I got a deeper understanding of how a JC student life is all about.
And I'm considering going poly after Os.
I'll see how things go.

Ok. Tonight I must complete student council stuffs!
Lol, I know it's random. :X

Blahhhh. I miss someone. ):

2010-03-18T20:21:00.004+08:00

These few days, I've been doing a lot of thinkings.
I read back my diaries, most of them were written from primary 4 to secondary 2.
I realised I've lost the real me.
I don't really like the way I'm now. ):

So I'm gonna find back the old me. (:

I've grown a lot these few years.
From an ignorance and innocent primary 6 kiddo, to a much more mature and sensible "adult".
However, sometimes I'm still quite indecisive whenever it comes to certain stuffs, and unable to make the right decisions at the right time.
Hope that I'm able to grow from all these mistakes and become a better me! (:

I want to end my NO LIFE life. -.-
This is miserable man. ):
I've been attending lessons and CCAs during holiday, like normal school life.
This isn't a holiday lah. ._.
In addition, teachers are giving us a huge stack of holiday assignments as if papers are FOC.
So, we students are expected to attend all the remedials, CCAs, as well as finishing up all the assignments within this one week "holiday".
Hopefully, I'm able to concentrate tomorrow, and rush finish as much as I can. ._.

Anyway, today is Wilson Lim Wei Sheng's 16th birthday!
Same old thing, pursue hard for your dreams, & may you find your girl very soon!
I want you to be well, 'cos you were used to be my favourite boy! Haha.

& know what, I realised your name always appear in my diary entries! ._.
Most of the time I was scolding you! :P
Lol, I'm just joking. (:

2010-03-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

ANG WEI JIA

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!~

Hope you will like my card, which takes me 2 long hours to do. -.-

One year older, hope you grow one year wiser and more mature please~

Haha. :D

Sometimes you must be more decisive!

Alright, this is our 8th year knowing each other,

the 7th year being in the same class.

It's like you're the only one who "attached" to me for the longest years! (:

Hahaha.

Hope that we'll continue "attached" to each other till JC, University alright! :D

& one more thing, you influenced me to be more obedient and less rebellious!

Without knowing you, I'm not who I am now.

But sometimes you're really too obedient! Heh. :D

PS: Tell me the "secret" on the graduation day ok! :D

Together with Belle, heh.

(See, I posted with your favourite orange colour!)

2010-03-17T17:52:00.005+08:00

These few days has been quite busy for me that I don't even have the time to complete any holiday assignments! ):

Anyway, Xue Hui and I went to Singapore Poly (SP) on Monday.

The experience that was quite ok, thou' most of the time I felt bored. :X

It started with Macs breakfast and ice breaker games!

Next we were splitted into groups.

I landed in a group of 3 boys (Mary Stella High), 2 girls (Lei Lei and I).

There was this mini competition held.

The aim is to build the highest, most stable tower within the shortest time using the least number of straws.

First time played this game although I've held this kind of games for many times.

Cos' I'm always the one walking around and disturb the groups doing it. Haha.

Other groups presenting their tower.

Soon, it was lunch time!

The packet food is ok only.

Next, we attended a talk which I fell asleep. -.-

Then, we've to pair up to build a car!

The aim is to build a car that uses solar energy to complete the race within the shortest time.

I was paired with Lei Lei!

Lei Lei and I were super confused upon seeing the instruction sheet!

Luckily Heng Khit (our faciliatator) helped us! :D

Here is the actual race!

Xue Hui and I enjoyed this part the most.

The emcee is hilarious and has a great sense of humour!

Pei Xuan was made to dance.

Overall, the experience at SP is just ok.

Not as fun as expected, but I got to know more about the courses available in SP.

Also, they are super rich.

They gave away $10 KFC vouchers to people who volunteer to be up on stage to do some stuffs, or to answer some questions.

In addition, all of us got a 2GB thumbdrive as a gift.

How rich!

Today, we celebrated Wei Jia's birthday!

The oreo cream birthday cake!

It's super yummy. ^^

We managed to trick her although Belle's poor acting skills almost gave it away.

She was really shocked when she saw others appeared! (When she was only supposed to have lunch with me and Belle)

You can see how happy Wei Jia is, from her facial expression. Haha. (:

I tried to capture her blowing candles.

But her reaction time was too fast. -.-

Unglam shots of Ang Wei Jia! :D

Ok, actually not that really unglam. Haha.

More in Li Min's handphone!

Due to CCA, we have to left without crapping much. ):

Lol. ._.

2010-03-14T21:18:00.001+08:00

My Loves!

I'm the tallest! :P

2010-03-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hello people!
As what I mentioned, WeiJia, Belle, juniors and me went to Plaza Singapura today.
I met up with WeiJia to have lunch before going.
ToastBox's mee siam is super duper nice! :D
WeiJia is regret that she didn't eat, haha.

The weather was so hot that we were perspiring.
After watching the two groups' performance, we went into shopping centre to cool ourselves.
The cheese pretzel is yummy too. :D
We walked around and back with others in bus.
I almost slept on the bus. :O

I went Cwp alone to get something.
I've to admit that the world is so small.
I saw a lot of familiar faces within 1 hour.
That includes Daniel Chang Li Wei.
Haha!
I missed him. :X
We went to find others @ RP after that.
& Daniel is going to cut botak on Tuesday! :O
I cannot imagine man, haha.

Oh, anyway my sister went to Korea on Friday night. ._.
I wasted 4 hours of my life sending her off. -.-
Lol.
Seriously, I did nothing except talking on phone with WeiJia, eating Macs and ice-cream and thinking a lot of nonsenses.
Sending her off makes me envy. ):

2010-03-13T18:45:00.004+08:00

Mushi mushi!
Today was supposed to be a great day, but ruined by particular someone.

Anyway, me and my 4 juniors went to support Debbie's and Bianca's groups for DanceWorks' 10 today!
They danced very well! (: *3 cheers
The Sec1s, being so sweet, made boards to support modern dancers!

Tomorrow gonna go there again, to support Melissa Meow's and Siti's groups!
Hope everything's going alright for them. (:

Further elaborations on sports carnival.
I enjoyed playing handball. (:
With Wassim, Reuben, XueHui and JiaYun in my team. :D
We won both matches.
Others did very well too!

Oh, I miss basketball again. :X
Thou' I played 2 times this week already.
Haha.

Forget to mention, this is my last week to be in the 8th EXCO, being a secretary. ):
To be honest, I felt that I didn't do very well, due to the fact that sometimes I focus more on my studies.
But .. it's no use crying over spilt milk.
I'll just have to make sure I do not repeat the same mistake again.
Nevertheless, I love 8th EXCO, and the people there! (:

Last thing before I end my post.
Common Test 1 results.
I've achieved disappointing results, average results and surprisingly good results.
Haha, I know it's nonsense.
Overall, it's still not up to my expectations.
I'll work hard for it!
I'm so not gonna be a geek.
But I felt that I've already became a nerd. :O
Lol.

I'll remember my teachers' hard works and hopes on me.
Something which inspired me that I knew it one month plus ago.
There was this sec 1 junior, Fiona, who was also from the same primary school as me.
She told me that Miss Hayati (my p6 form teacher and english teacher) mentioned about me to her whole class when she was P6. (Last year)
She knew it was me cos' Miss Hayati shown them my photo!
Miss Hayati even told them I was hardworking and stuffs, which made me feel super guilty. ):
So, I must strive to achieve excellent results, and make glory for WGPS. (:

Photos will be up later, if I'm free. :D

The 30 minutes, it's the last time I'm waiting.
The same place, but totally different feeling.
I know it's no longer the same anymore.

2010-03-13T09:33:00.002+08:00

Hello!
I just wake from my 10 hours plus of sleep!

Alright, today's gonna be a busy day for me.
Cos' I'm gonna bring my Sec 1s to Plaza Singapura to support for Modern Dance's AntiDrug Competition!

Yesterday's sport carnival was a disappointing one. ):
It was fine, till the rain came in. -.-
But nevertheless, we did enjoyed ourselves!
& all these credits to SCMC'10!

2010-03-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

I think I'm over-exercise.
But it can really help me to destress!
Haha.

Alright, tomorrow's the sport carnival.
My last sport carnival in riverside. ):
Hope I'll enjoy it. :D

& my sister is going Korea tomorrow too.
She's crazy about her korean bands, lol.
The poor me has to accompany her to airport at night. ._.

2010-03-07T08:23:00.002+08:00

I finally finished 9 episodes of 下一站, 幸福 within one day! :D
It's highly recommanded by me!
The show is seriously nice.
It's about sacrificial love and trust.
The lil' kid in that show is super duper uber cute!
Haha, I'm crazy. -.-

I realised I'm becoming more introvert. ._.
Image me hugging laptop for more than 9 hours.
Plus the time to blog, facebook and stuffs.
I guessed I've been logging in for at least 12 hours yesterday.
But I'm not computer addict, don't worry. (:

I'm gonna meet with Jun Jie for basketball in awhile's time.
He's pig man =='
Haha. :P

After basketball, I guessed I've to do my maths files, physics TYS and worksheets, chinese corrections, maths questions, chemistry worksheets, biology worksheets, english assignments.
Wow, I think yesterday I forgot how much homework I've and used 12 hours of computer. ._.

Is the trust misplaced all along? Nope, I believe.

2010-03-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

-Something that I wanna rant about. Optional to read. I'll remove all the mushy parts.-

First thing in the morning, I smiled upon seeing one sweet message.
During lessons, I smiled cos' I know that I'm blessed.
After school, I smiled due to the fact that I missed.

It was all the lil' things from you that made my day.
I remembered how I'd smiled for one whole day cos' of one message, that you said you smiled when you saw my message the first thing in the morning, the moment that you just woke.
I remembered how I wished that that moment would freeze so that happiness & sweetness were always there.
I remembered how we both used to be bhb-ed to each other.
I remembered how I was able to cry to someone, to someone whom I trust, and is the only one.
I remembered how I always smiled at the thought of you, and others might think that I was insane.
I remembered how I told you about my daily life stories, complaining this, grumbling about that, disliking this and telling you how those people irritate me. You would always patience with me and share my joy and sadness.
I remembered how silly we were in the past, and then we were back again. I never expect this would happen, and things are a lot more deeper than I imagined.
The friendster.
The msn.
Those phone calls.
The xia0zhuzhu.
The mental hospital.
The blog.
The first neoprint.
The macdonald.
The 梁山伯与朱丽叶
The 我可以
The woodlands library.
The night that I stubbornly refused to answer the call despite how many times you called, despite how hard my sis and bro told me to answer, despite how upset you were.
The decision.
The facebook.
The blog, again.
The grandma's house.
The bicycle.
The promise of starry night.
The soccer.
The coffeeshop.
The prince & princess.
The J8.
The bishan library.
The tsunami.
The exco outing day.
The boo!.
The holiday.
The night (when your sis called me)
The new year eve.
The 7 hours of talk.
The promise.
The trip to genting.
The woodlands library.
The admin work.
The childhood photos.
The palm.
The cwp.
The moment.
The bus interchange.
The sentosa.
The shoes.
The Jh birthday.
The truth.
The bus that I took to.
The overwhelmed loneliness & helpless.
The dumb method.
The birthday card & a day.
The 24 hours & 13 minutes.
.
.
.
3 years, it's just too much to list everything down.

While everyone told me that it was a fool all along, that you're just a jerk that flirts.
My heart just tells me to trust you, despite everything.
Maybe I'm dumb or something? Tell me.
I'll always believing in what I always believe.
& I always believe, time proves everything.
Life has to go on, without you.
All these, will always be those wonderful memories of ours that will keep with me forever (unless I've stm).

You changed something about me.
I learnt to trust and to respect. I'm more optimistic about life. Sometimes, the truth may not be those you see with you own eyes. There is a sense organ- feel. No receptors is required for it to be stimulated, which makes it different from other organs. It comes from within the heart. Once you feel that it's that, that's it! No explanations needed as you know you will trust that person no matter what happen. It's a reflex action. Not everything in the world needs evidence. One example, love.

Thanks, Leonard Lee Li An.
Thou' you might not read this, I just wanna post it up.
It's so hard to bottle everything to myself.
"You made me life splash with hopeful rainbow colours, turning into dull black and white shades of life."

2010-03-05T18:27:00.005+08:00

It is officially the end of common test!
Well, I didn't feel very relax or glad.
Cos' this will means Prelims is coming in ... 4 more months or so.
It is really stressing as days are approaching O level.
In addition, Miss Tan's Physics assignments alone can already kill me for this weekend. ._.

Bio paper today, it is relatively easy.
Nothing much to memorise, but I just can't focus well last night as I have been falling asleep when I was reading the textbook. ._.

I'm both physically and mentally drained after today's 3 hours of basketball, and 2 weeks of common tests.
I'm currently stress-free! (: (Maybe just for today, haha)
Playing sports can really make someone feel energetic & feel like studying. Lol. :D

P/S: Someone got 36/40 for physics, congrates pervert! :D

2010-03-03T20:01:00.004+08:00

It is only left with one last session of modern dance (i think).
D: D: D:
I'm so gonna miss the Sec 1s! ):

When I told this to my mum, she gave me this unbelievable look.
Cos' I've been dislike attending CCA and I rather do my physics questions.
Those lil' angels just brighten up my day!

Last Saturday, it was the worse day in 2010. ._.
I didn't go Wilson's house to bai nian, neither did I attend YOG countdown @ Cwp.
How I wished someone was there.

Last Sunday, I went to attend Speedlight service with Emmamuel.
It had been 9 months since I last went there.
He introduced me almost everyone from his cell group, and I didn't even remember a single name.
I remember people by face, haha. I saw my ex tech ministry friends.
But none of them seems to recognise me. ._.

I miss basketball! ._.
Haha, I know it's random.

& lastly, I found out under the influence of my friends, I'm more and more kiasu as days went by.
Lol, I guessed it's a natural thing being a 4/4-ian.

200+ days to O LEVEL! *no link!
But who cares :P

"I would if I could."

2010-03-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Recently, the weather is so humid and hot that makes me falling asleep in class (excuses-.-).
That's why I prefer living in temperate countries!

I'm left with 3 subjects for common test- A maths, Physics and Biology.
After common test, I'll be out with my friends!
& not to forget, play basketball! :D

Alright, there is this someone,
whose behaviour is as childish and immature as a primary school student.
Seriously, it is time for you to do some self-reflections.
There's a limit to everyone's patience.
Being an attention-seeker only reflects how low your self-esteem is.
While on the other hand, you makes a great friend.
If your attitude could be a little better, you are actually a well-respected person.

2010-02-26T23:48:00.004+08:00

So I have been thinking about this particular someone .
I just couldn't concentrate ._.
Grr .

& I kind of enjoy today's dance !
With all my lovely sec 1 juniors (:
We danced ! :D
Thou' I forgot some of the countings and steps .
& spins, turns etc !

Last sunday, I went to support Xunfeng's match with Marsiling .
Unfortunately, the pig me woke up late (as usual, haha) !
Luckily still managed to catch half end of the match under the hot scorching sun .
& they won :D

We went to Shienkai's house to bai nian after that .
Instead of studying, I gambled ._.
But overall, I enjoyed myself (:
Thou' I lost $1, haha .

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Chea Yee, Chea Chee & Rui Xia !
Hope that surprise party really "surprise" three of you !
As usual, Rahayu is crazy when it comes to cream .
She'd smack cream on anyone's face she sees .
That got everyone in a crazy and hyper mood .

Till then.
I believe.

2010-02-24T21:43:00.004+08:00

common test 1 started and things aren't going very smoothly ):
well, at least for me .
cos' i've been tired for the whole day and thus feeling listless when it comes to night .

i just can't focus !

"You're the most memorable memories that will keep within me."

2010-02-20T12:21:00.003+08:00

yo earthlings ! :D

alright, at the sight of physics makes me sian -.-
today's 2.5 hours of physics extra lesson made me even more sian !
LOL ._.
main point: physics = sian .
people who like physics are perverts :D
lol .

ohyeah, few days back,
a kind soul went to buy nail polish remover and pass to me at 9pm plus
because all the shops in 883 never open due to CNY and shops that were opened did not have .
he went down to buy for me without me knowing it and initially i thought it was his mum's .
and luckily the shop had it,
if not i'd be dead in school the next day,
with my shiny polished nails -.-
haha, thanks ! :D

my mum starts to nag at me cos i've been sitting in front of laptop for 30 minutes -.-
which makes me irritated .
gr .

2010-02-16T14:25:00.004+08:00

guess what ?
tomorrow's the start of school !
gosh :O

and next week is the official start of CT1 !
(actually this friday has HMT test already -.-)

OMGOMGOMG i haven't start mugging ! D:
LOL ._.
urgh hate myself being so slack -.-
and always giving one thousand and one reasons for not doing homework / revision .
lol .

my mum just ruined my day .
how great ! -.-

urgh never mind .
i shall entertain myself with TRIGO and VECTORS !
LOL crazy -.-

but, i seriously love maths ! (:
especially a maths :D
hahaha .

& oh, Dylan Quek, thanks ! (must be honoured alright :D)
for your listening ear and being so patience with my craps all these while .
and for the 4 hours plus talk .
even thou' you're dead beat ..
HAHA .
P/S: don't ... after i ... alright ! ha . (:

oh yeah, i'm high, for no reaons -.-
lol .

2010-02-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

damn, why am i feeling this way ?..
-.-

2010-02-15T17:25:00.002+08:00

hello people ! :D
i'm bored,
so i shall update you guys about my life !

student council family photo !
zoo trip which was fun and hot ! i was perspiring everywhere i went ): but overall enjoyed myself (:
celebrated debbie's birthday in the morning before assembly and have a cake war . haha .
CNY celebrations . & 4/4 won 3rd for both noticeboard and wall decorations ! *3 cheers for yiling, belle and anni who are the ICs (:
pizzahut lunch with weijia, belle, yiling and limin ! (:
valentine's cards to my loves ! & my hubby gave me valentine chocolates . & 1 was eaten by tanjing -.-

met up with daniel yesterday and started our journey to sembawang park .
he cycled me all the way from my house to sembawang park
and we reached after 1 hour ! :D
his bicycle skill made me super worry -.-
i entrust my life to him and yet he purposely scared me -.-
but yeah, got used to it already .
haha .
& we found a spot for kite flying too ! - open field beside admilraty sec :D
but the one near christ church sec is still nicer ! :D
rushed back within 45 minutes cos of my curfew ):

shared with him a lot, thanks (:
haha .

& within 2 days,
i finished 6 episodes of 下一站，幸福！
光晞 is super handsome !
lol i sound like some crazy fan ._.
haha (:

2010-02-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (:

MY LOVES, I LOVE YOU !
well, all of you should know who you are .
haha .

2010-02-14T11:07:00.005+08:00

yeah, i'm contented (:
at least i know P (that person being truthful)= 1.0

there're a lot of unexpected things happening,
most of the time they're out of our control .

at least i know i've tried my best,
and it's the memories that will always keep with me .
thou' things could have been better .

thanks, Leonard Lee Li An,
the siao guy who ran out of woodbridge mental hospital .
haha .
do well in RI and make your parents proud .
that's the only wish i have for you .
oh and stop fighting please .

(:

2010-02-13T17:25:00.003+08:00

New year eve.
i'm stucked at home with all the craps ):

& i finally uploaded all the photos into facebook!
- LJ to zoo
- kite date :D
- smart smarter & smartest
- cards & loves !
- pizzahut
& many more !

check it out yourself alright (:
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?cropsuccess&id=581937280#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=581937280

lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! 新年快乐！
thou' this is the worse CNY for me .

2010-02-13T00:58:00.003+08:00

what should i do ?..
give up or hold on ?

thou' there're times where i keep telling myself to give up no matter what,
but deep down in my heart,
i know i'm just deceiving myself .
i'll try .

something i really wanna know,
P (that person being truthful)= ?

don't worry about me,
i'm still me (:

2010-02-12T20:33:00.003+08:00

went to watch Valentine's Day with my hubby today (:

the world is so small that we sat in front of dylan & friends,
and our primary school friends just sat beside us .
haha .

well, the movie is rather ok .
no touching scenes but a lot of ...
haha shalln't mention here .
i'd rate it 3.5/5 .

well, chinese new year falls on valentine's day .
don't really look forward to it .

i tell myself to forget and let it go .
it's the time to accept others .

2010-02-09T20:09:00.003+08:00

i think i'm insane .

there're two tests waiting for me tomorrow,
yet i'm still blogging here -.-

i wanna fly kite !
the open field (small hill) near christ church sec is very very beautiful !
enjoyed the two hours with daniel at there !
saw 20 plus kites on the sky,
enjoyed the cool breeze & chatted everything under the sun (:
and ate the ice cream !
i really really enjoyed myself, thanks !

**Cherish Everyone in your Life**

Cherish Everyone in your Life